I am seriously having a day, I dunno whats wrong but nothing made me happy today which is very unusual for me since I am such a positive look at things on the bright side type of person. But several times today I caught myself (yes I talk to myself often and its kind of embarrassing but whatever.) trying to cheer myself up and make me see the other side of my feelings.
For example I ran 13 miles today, ok so I walked the last 1.5 miles but it was my cool down and my shoes were giving me a blister. This started my day off all funky. I think I was upset that I didn't finish strong but I shouldn't be so upset about it. I cant keep running when my foot it stinging with (5 I counted later on) blisters on my feet. Then I was so sore and so tired but for whatever reason I could not fall asleep. I got up, ate a great lunch and then walked to Istinye Park determined to get some new running shoes (the blisters really did it for me.) I gave in to the STUPID import taxes for the Nike Lunar Glides (which I love! except the color, why did they only have bright pink and Grey?) Anyway so yahoo new shoes? No I sulked around the mall in a bad mood cause I had to pay like 40$ more then what I would have paid in the US.
So I went to the bookstore and looked at some new books, none of which I liked which is the first time that has ever happened to me. So I sat down at a coffee place to get a latte and what did I get? Some caramel thing with like 3 pounds of whip cream which I hate on top. EEGGGGHHH!!! That was enough, I headed home. Before exiting the store I thought "Why not buy one of those seaseme things I like?" well I waited for 15 minutes and all 15 minutes I was ignored by the 7 people working at the pastry place. WTF!! So it was really time to go home.
If only the walk home was not so miserable due to the blisters on my feet. Like I said, One of those F-ing days. Again I keep saying to myself that I should be happy, I should be in a good mood, I should not feel so bad I ran 13 miles today easily (minus the blister thing) and I got new shoes (minus the paying too much thing). There is no reason for me to feel bad.
Hey Ashleeeeyyy!!! Now it comes to me that you should have asked for & filled out the Tax Refund Papers, so when you fly to Berlin ou`d get the tax back ! Let me call the store and check it for you... I do not want my sister to feel bad about this.. And hopefully no blisters with the new shoes. If you do not like the whipped cream on your coffee next time, TELL HER that you said no cream and return it back ! :)
ReplyDeleteHa thanks Huma! Love ya! I felt much better once I was actually home with you and the kids rather then out and about.
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